Sitting down on the bed, constantly feeling for - own heartbeat. Taking in tons and tons of deep breath. The fear that they might take - away. Fearing that everything is coming to an end. Afraid to fall asleep, not knowing if -'ll wake up safely the next day. Feel the anxiety in - as - heart started to pump harder and harder. - didn't dare to take the pills, not wanting to be reliant on it again. - started to feel giddy in the head and a weird feeling in the tummy. - tried to sing songs in hope to keep -self calm.
-survived. - woke up finding -self able to breathe normally again, but couldn't remember how - manage to fall asleep.
Another day had pass. Will things get better tonight?
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