Valentine's Day was on Tuesday. Spent my day back at Unity. Was rather happy that I did receive cards and chocolates from my juniors. Awww, how sweet can they be? I couldn't find my construction papers that day, therefore I didn't do any cards, unlike the past few years in school where I did a couple of cards for classmates and friends. I cannot really remember the scenario, but I remember telling Mr. Wong randomly that he don't have to celebrate valentines with his wife because everyday spend with her is like valentines day, something like that lah. Then he said that I was jealous. LOL. Took Raj's van to Yew Tee then headed home after that because of some stuffs. Got really worried and stuffs, but hopefully thins are like better now..
Had work yesterday... And am going to spend my day today at home.
Had some thoughts about - Friends.
Some people were kind of shocked to hear that I actually don't have much close friends whom I hang out with like always, or like always going out with them. Well, I think I don't know myself much either. Feeling like this then like that. Bitching all over the place within myself. If anyone could understand what I meant. To me, I don't think that you'll die if you don't have a close friend, who like know you a lot or what. Argh. I don't know how I should continue this topic. Not blaming anyone for this, I know it's just me and my own thinking.
I miss having someone to talk to, and I like it when people talk to me about their problems and stuffs. I miss how people use to care, like you're a somebody. But now it feels like a nobody. Everyone has a life, seems like some of my listening ears are rather busy lately. I miss school because I miss meeting my friends everyday. Seeing them so often that they can realise change in you, and so can you realise change in them. Unlike now...... Everything feels so different, so unfamiliar.
