Didn't attend 4e6'11 chalet yesterday and i'm going down today with Sherry and Rachel in the afternoon. Woke up with a flu and was hoping that i would feel better today. But well, hope only lah. Woke up today feeling worse, flu plus bad sore throat. And my voice sounds so smexy. Okay whatever it is, I'm still going to have barbecue food today! Looking forward to seeing my classmates later. Since its my first time joining 4e6'11 for a gathering.
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So Olevels is officially over. I'm not going to expect much from my results. I know very where its going to suck, and especially risky for me. Just going to prepare myself for the worst. Well, i was being told that you'll have the guilty kind of feeling during the holidays if you didn't study well for your Olevels. And yeah, I'm starting to feel the guilt. Thoughts running through my mind all the time. Asking myself why did I do that, why did I not study why did I this, why did I that. But whatever. I deserve it anyway. I should have seen it coming. I shouldn't have gone back. We shouldn't have met. You shouldn't appear to be this important in my life. Trying to push the blame eh? Well, its still my fault though. I'm always full of rubbish.
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Okay i should stop here for today, before i go on and on and on like an old auntie.
BYE
(L),
Yuyin