27 January 2010

Upset.

Nothing much today math sucks totally. :/
Had chem test today. argh. Went band after school. Nothing much OM's came to check on instruments. Lols.
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Won't be playing the drumset for concert anymore. Saddie. Well, my fault though.
Guess i'd be quite slack during the concert then. Nothing much, not in a good mood though. Cant concentrate properly during lessons idk why. I cant catch up im still stuck at my Emath, therefore dragging my A Math behind too. :/ Faggot.
Postponed today's tuition to next week. Yeah my mum is not happy when i told her that. Well nvm.
Hear that MsKom want us to have proper hair cut before concert, if not cannot perform? LOL. Seriously, Im sick with all this.
Im really very tired. I tried my best. I did improve alot within 1mth. yeah the past 6mths i've not been practicing my Tabidachino i know. Yeah its too late to apologise. Concert is coming. Its right to get a replacement for me. I know i suck, Seriously i know. Though its not totally my fault in not keeping up
I know some of you are unhappy with me too. Though idk why. But whatever.
MoodSwings these days. I miss 2e7 so damn much. ARGH. I cant go for class outing on 6thFeb. :/ Saddie.

Wonder whats really wrong with me, Kept feeling so damn stressed up and now, i realise i've brought home the CD shelter keys without locking it. F-

Seriously, im going crazy.I miss Hubby alot. :/
Thanks Guanghui Daddy for pei-ing me these few days/weeks. love you loads daddy, but i still love hubby more. HAHAS.

Fell so Fk-ed up now. :/
Im Afraid i might have to give up and leave. :/



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Iivyg