12 June 2009

ther. our 13th mth was ytd n it wasn a happy 1 for both of us...

i cried ytd whn u scolded me jus whn i told u i felt lyk vomitting.. u dun seem to care at all. jus kip scolding me ova y i nv reply you , nt even asking if i was feeling okay a nt..


ther, we broke off tday, i've learnt many many tins frm you ova tis 13mth ..

i rmb, whn i fers met you was whn we wen fer a class outing , more lyk a grp outing thn.. thn wy brought you n jordan along.. n you wanted my no. guo yao gave you, and, 2 days ltr, you asked me fer stead. i rmb veri veri veri clearly tt i've asked you wad u tink my ans was. you said yes.


tts was th reason i accepted you th last tym . you had confidence. n i jus accepted you w/o even tinking properly if i like you a nt.. aft tt, we didn meet for abt 2-3 weeks.. until th end of sec1 camp. you came n fetch me hm . i rmb .. i cor you dar.. and aft i reach hm, you sms-ed me, saying tt im daring, fers tym mit dare to cor you dar.


n soon, we got closer n closer.. until th 7th mth.. we broke off.. cos i made you come down and go home agn.. you got angry n we jud broke off lidat..

2weeks ltr, we patched bak, during our 8th mth.. i was super duper happy and started to cherish you more.. thn, we started to meet more often, going to ur house, to movies... everi single moment is still in my mind nw... i still rmb th tym we used to eat at ur house, wib ur mums food.

look at th way ur mum smile whn she sees me..



many tins happen frm our 11mth or rather th 10th mth.. my mum start checking on me, no tym, exams n other stuff... i felt damn damn damn stress n you were all beside me, comforting n encouragin me all th way. i felt so blesed.



you rushed down aft skol jus to fetch me home, thn go home agn..

i rmb my bdae, we wen to th playground.. thn you gave ur hand made cookies.. it touched me so deeply...

u've always trusted me lyk fuck, until th tym whn i told you , i tink i still lyk hym...
you were angry n , yet you perservere, stayed wif me, n try to make me fall bak in love wib you. yes, you succeeded.. bud you didn realli trust me frm thn on .. if you do realise, you did chg aft th patch, nt abit, bud alot.


im sry..

~~ivy