yea.. still feeling sad abt tt tin.. cry fer idk how many hr ytd nite n still cnt get to slp.. soo damn stressed.. soo damn sadded.. so damn confused.. i really dun underastand.. monday.. ther will be a percussion outing.. im nt gg.. even if they last min ask me go , i oso wun go de.. n i tink sun yu jus doesn noe tt actually everi1 hates hym too.. hes oso nt invited fer everitin.. n ther.. he still tink wad lidat.. thn stick to th bois thn lyk th bois ther oso nth to say to hym lidat.. haiz.. 4get abt everitin.. i goanna find a new life, 4get abt drumming.. 4get abt th drum set.. cymbals, mallets, chimes, snare drum , bass drum, auxillary.. yea.. 4 get everitin.. lead a new life n 4get everitin n everibody.. i'll miss my
chimes of course.. n oso th
snare sound.. n th
bass.. th
drumset tt i use to hear hym plae on.. thn sound of
suspended cymbals cresendo-ing.. n th fun we had DIY-ing th part s fer
auxillary n n the fun we had tryiing to test out new instruments.. yea.. n i've gotta 4 get abt plaeing on the brand new wooden
marimba which jus came ytd.. it looked soo cool.. so nice, jus soo perfect.. bud i jus gotta 4 get abt it.. 4get abt th tymes we had, trying to fite ove the shared scores.. 4get abt th tym whr we fite ova th parts we plae.. n th camps whr we plaed caterpillar.. n those drills we did everi tues mrg, n those drils we did during UIR how we warm up, how we use to joke ard.. how we use to squeeze tgt n 6 person share 1 pathetic score.. n the tym whr we all screwed up th solo parts.. n th few days in hong kong.. n how we use to get scolded by kevin thn complain among ourselves.. jus how we use to do EVERYTHING!!!!
everitin has gone into th drain.. i've to stop luving drums.. stop luving everitin.. yea.. nw, i jus wan my trumpet.. my
TRUMPET!!!!!
yea.. close friends all went for holidays.. n ther, leaving me to cry to myself.. n thn mon hes gg off to msia.. sadded.. thn melia went to korea tday.. yea.. sadded.. i desperately nid a sholuder n ther shes nt here for me.. she nt in a rong.. im nt blaming her.jus feeling sad tt shes nt bside me hearing wad i'll say, my thoughts n everitin.. jus rmb th tym tt we lent each other shoulders.. listening to each others feelings, thoughts,troubles, fun n everitin.. everitin is jus soo... idk how say..
tmr gg fer rebonding le.. woohoo~ lols.. jus make da jiie jealous.. hahas.. im nt a gd person ani more.. b careful... heeheehees...
~ivy :'(
