every thing is soo stressful...blogging every mth gets me $100 niia... n helping u blog is sooo damn troublesome... dead tired... ytd got tt 2pid last min performace early in th mrg, i wake up at 5am lehh... thn sunmore hor, i oni slp fer 2 hr niia...
xians... thn early in th mrgg ask me carry sooo many tins... duh! thn whn reach tt tym, c a lot of bike... thn i ask, joking-ly ' they as us cum there to cycle ar?' duh! played reflesi ferrs thn che sara thn asian selections.. walau.. thn asians tt tym, th tri kip spining n spinin.. so diff to suspend.. -.-' xian diao... thn last part of asians(singapura) tt place sooo damn cramp, no plae to swope place.. lols.... thn suprisingly, byrd didn cum.. thn got tt DIY person cum play.. duh! i've got nth to say.. hes pro-er thn me...-.- no score oso cn plae.. li hai lorr... thn i realise we actually plaed very soft.. no mic.. thn cn c sun ppl blow veri hard lidat.. lols.. heng heng i last min cn get shirt frm alicia.. lols.. mus xie my kah cheng fer helping me ask her.. lols... thn i went to zheng hue pri ther got th dou dou ban de children de gruduation nite.. lols damn cute! duh..
thn saw th MP.. thn eat supper.. lols...
thn ytd 11+ thn reach hm.. lols.. thn i reach hm liaos hor, sum1 hor ask me go help blog.. thn blog blog thn slp..
tot tday got malay.. duh! thn go skol dun hab.. tooo vexed la... thn everitin jumble up... si bei bek cek lor... thn walk hm slowly....lols... so damn fan thn i trying to find sum 1 to tok to thn 1 gg out, another cnt.. thn th rest still slpin.. lols.. damn sway... thn nw at hm,
nth to do, too stressed to do anitin, to bored to do anitin, to vexed to even move... T.T..
i nid sum1 to tok to.. i nid a hug! desperately.. i ndi sum1's shoulder.. pls! im veri tired.. realyy veri tired..
duh! i am really veri tired these days... sumtins i dun tell you, u find out urself n u say i dun share tins wif u.. u oso nv share ev eritin wif me wad... even though we are a couple, it doesn mean tt we MUS tell each other everitin.. sumtins cnt say de u noe a nt?!?! b4 i stead wif u, sum of my fwens advice me nt to agree... buden i turn on deaf ear n agreed.. they say tt r/s are veri troublesome, veri tirin, veri stressful... it IS true.. idk.. i really dno if i luved u.. i dun even tink i had ever luved u.. i really dno.. im trying to tink, find ways to improve.. i noe i hav neglected u these few wks.. im veri sry to make you worried.. veri sry.. bud u hav to gimie sumtym to relax .. u asked if i wanted to break.. actually i wanted to say yes.. bud i didn.. im nt sure..u asked me to try my own medi, no, u are nt leting me try my own medi.. im letting u try ur own medi.. last tym i tok to u , u oso nv reply me, nw , i jus askin fer sum freedom to do my own tins n nt report everitin to u.. n u did dis.. nvm.. idc.. i dun wana care.. tooo stressed to even care, too stressed to even try to care.. i dun wanna care.. dun care.. dun care..
I DUN WANNA CARE ANIMORE!!!!!! I CNT TAKE IT OLEIDI!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK!
~~ ivy
