saturday,25/10
woke up at 4.30AM, oni slept fer 3 hrs siia... Zzz... thn go ppl's park ther take bus... walau, ther th kid damn noisy lor... kip screamin n screamin.. buitahan... reach tt tym, w8-ed fer fw hrs b4 cn check-in.. aft tt, go dinner.. i ate damn lot lorr..thn aft tt, gi arcade plae plae until 12++ thn go bak slp..Zzz..
i miss you! i really do! u 2pid-ly ask me to w8 fer 1 mth thn cn c u.. wtf.. me, nt c-ing u is okay, bud, u now a days very wad lorr, kip replyin me oni few hr ltr.. idk if i shld break wif u.. i dun feel tt u are gifing me ani sense of security AT ALL.. u promised me to make me happy,u kip apologisin fer ur mistakes pls, u haf to learn tt sry no cure de.. once my heart break, u cnt sew it bak..
sunday,26/10
tuh.. everi1 sooo damn pissed off.. -.-im nt a ball fer u to kick ard okay, i told you emteem times tt i dun wan go laio n u still force me to go.. fine! i go n cum cum gif me atti n ther say i very troublesome, as a child.. FUCK! u wen out to eat breakfast, came bak n ask me to eat sucky cup noodles.. 2pid.. i jus gd enuf to jus let it pass..starting mum won quite alot,, u go plae her account & lost half of it.. aft t, u go tell ur fuckin students tt she lost all $1500 BY HERSELF.. u always turn stories up-sidedown..sick of gg out wif u, i go find jiie jiie n go plae wif her, whn i cum bak, u ask me pei u go find mum, on th way , u met ur fuckin students..frm ther, u ask me to go bak to rm n u'll cum find me ltr.. WTF!!! i was walkin bak whn i saw ur fren.. thn i go shoppin wif her lo.. it was SOOO DAMN FUN w/o u ard..dinner tt tym, i cried.. i tried to control, jus to not let u lose face.. its nt wad i wantedokay.. u tink cryin v fun issit?! FUCKING BASTARD!!! u go tell ur students tt i was angry at mum fer no reason.. bud i was nt.. whn mum came, all ur students diao mum.. wtf! i cnt stop cryin , so wad?!?! haven u cried b4?! dun tell me u didn.. i HATE being wif u, so i wen out wif mum, she oso tot i was mad at her.. we had 'gals tok'.. hehe.. i told her my feelings, & complained abt u n ur fuckin, bitchy students..mum scolded u nt bcos of wad, is ur own fault! whn she's winnin, u 2pid-ly ask her to gif up her seat fer ur fuckin students.. shes ur wif man, UR WIFE!!!ard 11pm tt tym, i go mit u, fuck1 u ask me' ni gang cai wei she me ku?' i pretended tt i didn hear n walk away.. ltr at rm tt tym, u ask me agn' ni gang cai wei she me diao yan lei? ni yi wei hen hao kan arr?!?! ' i was soo fuckin mad!!!u tink i wan cry ar? is i really cnt ta han thn cry de lor.. idiot! i really tried to kip tins to myself le, bud, u still.. suan le, i hav my limits de okay!!! FUCKER!!!mum is stricter, bud whneva she scold me, ltr aft she cool down, she gt apologise lor.. UNLIKE YOU!!!
monday,27/10
woke up at ard 8.30? go eat breakfast thn go arcade plae DDR.. hmm... i really a failur siia.. mayb i shld go out more often wif angela n prac.. lols.. aft playin DDR, me n jiie jiie go plae bbal.. 2pid larh.. startin my aimin still quite gd de lor.. thn aft tt i start to get distracted.. thn plae plae awhile thn go shoppin fer awhile.. bought a shirt fer kim.. idk if she'd lyk it.. bud i quite lyk lor..
xian diao..
today,28/10
xian.. tady 15min late fer malay.. hab to c tt sucky cher bfer 2 hr siia!! omg..we down ther sing n chat, damn fun lor.. thn angela sae she wan go join campus superstar, wif kaiting.. lols.. me n mama reaction is lyk wad lor.. thn she down ther kip'prac' duh! kip singin out of tune.. hahas! thn aft tt, tt cher ask us stop tokin.. thn we bo chab, thn she let us go early, BUD, oni those quiet groups ferrs..thn we still heck kare.. lols.. whn we th last group of group tt tym, we faster kip quiet, thn act guai, thn aft awhile, sum of us buitahan thn laugh.. thnaft tt, we act emo n all bai th same pose.. lols.. thn i tink im th ferrs 1 to laugh.. duh! thn aft tt, we all lye on th table, act emo thn all of us same pose.. lols.. thn suddenly i hear angela singin, out of tune! omg.. thn i suddenly laugh.. lols.. thn i ask angela to stop thn she nv stop, so i tickle her lor.. thn she kip sing halfway thn say'eh, bu yao yi zhi long wo leh!!' damn funny lo.. thn sum bois left.. left wif us n zk group, thn cher ask zk group go out, thn we last to leave.. lols.. thn cher sae if tmr we still so noisy, she will ask us to stay bak.. lols.. heck kare larh.. she oso wun do anitin.. duh!!ltr still got band.. xian diao.. always plae th same few pieces.. -.- thn got new method bk tt cost $9.80wong's gd idea lor.. 2pid larh.. lols..i tink tday prac at hall.. gonna diie lor.. hall will be sooo damn hot lor.. thn ltr bcum chao da de shao zhu.. lmaos.. aniway, hope tday tt chang ying dun cum ask me fer excuse letter.. duh.. heck kare..
~ivy
